Friday, November 14, 2008

good bye

good bye.
i am leaving forever
its time for me to go

i should say that it was fun while it lasted
but in reality it was not.
actually it was horrible

you made me a horrible person
you made my life so miserable
you made me be the worst that i could ever be

I lost many things while it lasted
the people i cared for left me
and others just gave up

yet you are still there, smiling
the whole world is at your feet
and those who left me, most not all, are there too

this whole suffering, i just can't bare it anymore
my heart aches, my soul scream
my eyes cry

I want to leave you behind
but you have chained my heart
and it cant be free

oh if those first words where true
if i could just leave and never come back
if i could just say good bye

but i cant.
will i ever be free?

2 comments:

  1. si... algún día... uno de estos, se hará realidad y olvidarás. Tal vez tú solo no puedas, pero Dios si. Y ESTO SE APLICA A TODO, todo lo bueno que quieras, si pides a Dios, él lo hará para ti si es lo mejor. Te quiero. Te mando un abrazoote. Espero estés bien. I MISS YOU, HON!! Feliz noche. Bsosh!! ñaña

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  2. Don't leave me Brian! You'll make it, I promise.

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