perfect day

in this cold and windy day
i feel warm
your smile your expressions
all make it right

in my world the sun is shining full and bright
there is a nice breeze, the trees gently sway
you are there by my side
and we just lay and watch the clouds go by

floating

I try to stay afloat and I cant
day after day I am barely making it
when will I drown? I do not know

The water surrounds me and it betrays me
it embraces me, and I never know what to expect
as i float there all i can think of is how to keep floating

the funny thing is that the shore is a few feet away
but I still stay there and I wish I will be there for a bit more
but for how much longer can I stay floating without drowning?

art

"Every work of art tells a story. It tells about the sadness, the happiness, the joy, the anger, the need and the love. It lets an artist write his story and it gives the viewer a glimpse into the mind of another human being."
~brian gonzalez

Spanish!...

Veo a mi alrededor
y solo siento que estoy
quiero comprension
pues sin rumbo voy

Escucho de la maravillas
escucho de los milagros
pero veo mi vida
muy vacia y sin logros

Solo quiero escuchar
te amo hijo mio ven
Solo queiro sentir
que a mi lado tu estas

Ven ami Oh Dios
Dame de tu sanidad
ven mi salvador
yo quiero salvo ser hoy

Muchas veces he escuchado
que contigo no hay soledad
yo queiro probar esto
y sentir de tu bondad

Por eso hoy te pido que vengas a mi
yo quiero mas de eso
quiero que vengas a mi
me des un abrazo y un beso

old...

today i decided to post something I wrote a while back... i guess that it kinda summarizes the start of the semester...


Today i felt the world would dissapear
it was an ackarwd feeling, i had never felt it before
i felt small, yet big in the middle of a forest, sourounded by noise
Loud abnoxious noise, it was thrilling, yet i was trembling
some would call it fear, i called it excitement

Today it felt like i was falling into the abyss
i should have yelled, screamed, but i didn't
there was no need to, i did not panicked
i just let myself go, i tried to enjoy the ride
i am still trying, the ride is not over,
the outcome is not here, it's there, but not here

untitled

I closed my eyes,
I fell asleep
and then I suddenly found
myself in another world.

Your presence I could sense.
The wind carried a message,
it told me of how distant you where.

I longed for your touch,
I longed for your smell.

The wind suddenly took hold of me,
and it cooed me to sleep.

Once again I woke up,
this time a familiar place,
the local cathedral,
and there you where at the altar.

I saw you and I started to run towards you,
every time I took a step forwards the aisle would lengthen,
and farther and farther away from you I found myself.

Tears rolled down my eyes, and I yelled your name;
you took no notice.

Then you suddenly turned towards me, your eyes where closed,
and I could see that you had been crying.

Your eyes opened and all I saw was white.

Blood started pouring from the ceiling,
it covered my whole body until i could see no more,
and there i stood, motionless and emotionless.