batman...

It so funny and so weird how a movie can make u think... lol So i saw batman today (dont tell my parents i go to the theater!!!) it was a really really good movie i recommend everyone except little kids to watch it! well the point is that the movie made me think... and i wont spoil it so maybe ull get my trian of thought once u watch it... but how amazing is God that he became whatever we needed him to be to be saved... he became human and he died for us... and he always trusted that there is good in all of us, and while some of us may be ready to kill and die for that person that is making our lives miserable... he trust that we at the end will make the right decision...

And then i went to think... we as Adventist believe in the persecution... of all christians in the end of times.. and well we believe that some of us may have to go throught torture and become martyrs... and we all know that our faith will be tested.... and lets be serious.. we all like to believe that at the end we will become martyrs if the situation arises and that we will be pledging for Jesus... but does that really matter... have we ever thought about what really matters... ?

What matters is the fact that yes given the situation of life and death we will vouch for God, but what about now... that life is good, fine and dandy... are u vouching for God??

Happy sabbath/saturday! to everyone! anywho well its been a long week, but a good one.. everything in my life i feel is kinda undercontrol, at least what mattered the most to me, my emotions! so yay for that!

so my birthday is soooo not far away and i have decided to start a new thing, i want to see if everyday for the next year i take a picture, and by my birthday next time i should have aroun 365 pics of everyday.... but for that ill need a small camera i dont want to be carrying my huge NIKON D8O mwahahahaha...

so u think its a good idea... i figure since i love photography and i want to get better, taking a pic each day, as lame as the pic is is going to help me get better, and also it'll work as a diary kinda of a thing, i may post it here... everyday a new pic... i may not... im still trying to figure out where to do it... i could do it in fotolog but that would require too much energy, i could do it in my deviantart but then that makes me lazy, maybe ill do it in my facebook thats a good idea, or maybe on my flickr or deviantart but those two i want to keep for more "serious" pics, more edited ones cause these pics are going to be raw pics no fixing them or anything... meh... we shall see... or maybe if i do fix them itll be kind of a polaroid effect... i figure that everyday is worth remembering and what better way to do it than by a pic....

after each month i plan to print each pic and start an album wiht a little description under each pic so im excited! hopefully i wont be that lazy! lol

ALso a shout out to my only fan! Dania! hahahaha

brian

buy me a river...

buy me a river so that i can cry
so that all my tears can be washed away
tears for a long lost love

buy me a river so that i can extinguish
extinguish the fire that burns inside
a fire for a long lost love

buy me a river so that i can drown
so that i can drown all my sorrows
sorrows for a long lost love

buy me a river so that i can swim
swim to a new coast
a new coast for a new love

4th of july

happy 4th of july, originally uploaded by october rain.

So today is the 4th! its been a fun day! here is this awesome pic that i found on flickr! very patriotic... seriously i am really thankful to the US for the great oportunities it has given me!

Happy birthday USA!

...

tears roll down my cheeks
its all to big to explain
i do not know the why or the how
but it all just start rushing through

i think of all my frustrations and my failures
i think of all my insecurities and defects
and no where can i find a good thing in me
i know its somewhere there but i do not see

it feels like Im all alone
in a room with no room to breath
in a room as dark as a cave
as deep as bottomless pit

everything seems to go wrong
lifes drawing seems incomplete
and i feel empty
all i want to do is cry, cry cry

is there any hope out there?
am i all alone?
or is all this just a pigment of my imagination?
if so how can i get out of this made up world?

sin titulo

Tu cara
tu sonrisa
tu olor
no me dejan dormir
he tratado y tratado
y no te puedo olvidar.

Cada dia
llueve en mi ser
cada dia mas
las ventanas de mi ser
dejan caer gotas y gotas

Me ahogo
y nadie me rescata,
trato de nadar
pero el peso
de mi tristeza me hunde mas.

Mi corazon roto esta
lo parcho cada dia
y no se cuando llegara el dia
en el que tantos pedazos habra
que ya mas no podre.