a little update

The day has finally arrived. Tonight is the day that I show what I have been working for all five years of college. I am excited yet nervous. I am also a bit stressed and sad. Back when I imagined this day, I imagined receiving flowers from the boy that loved me, today I go to face this day without him. I miss him so much, I love him but life goes on.

I am very proud of the things that I have accomplished in spite of all the things that have happened in the last couple of weeks. I am ready to face tonight, to have fun and enjoy every single moment of it.

I feel content with where my career is going. I got accepted into my number one choice grad school and I am so excited for the things the future has in store for me.

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I see your face
your beautiful body
your beautiful self

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the rain drops
on and on it goes
as my tears fall

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my broken heart
the memories of love
all because of a boy who did not know how to love