do u ever just feel like crying?
there is not a real reason, but i always do
my heart beats softly, very, very softly
and then it accelerates, then it starts slowing down again.
My heart almost feels like it can pop out,
and at the same time i don't feel it there at all.
I don't know why i want to cry,
yet my eyes feel teary,
nothing comes out,
because in reality they are dry.
My throat feels like im drowning
i think that I cant breath,
but i know that i can breath under water,
but i dont want to.
my body feels weak, but i know its strong
i am still holding myself up,
and i can also feel the strength in every part.
my head feels light, but full of water
its like my brain its floating in the middle of it all
and my thoughts are incoherent but very understandable
and i dont know what i feel, but deep down i know exactly what it is.
